How I learned to choose openness and calmness in life by addressing deep symptoms.
After my work on the symptom in the GSR field
My session conclusion sounded like "my beautiful feminine has found a place in this reality." The symptom was about all possible variations of closedness and difficulties in relationships.
It was as if my reality truly did not allow for openness, to follow someone.
At the same time, in reality, in my experience, I seemed to be moving outward, but apparently, I was doing an unnatural process inside, ultimately unable to sustain it and interrupting contact.
If I look at the dynamics through the focus of direct action, it seems that as a result of my own work, there appeared an opportunity to choose this direct step, a new door, or not to choose.
After my work on the symptom in the GSR field
My session conclusion sounded like "my beautiful feminine has found a place in this reality." The symptom was about all possible variations of closedness and difficulties in relationships.
It was as if my reality truly did not allow for openness, to follow someone.
How I overcame guilt and learned to choose my life on the path to GSR expert.
#Review
#Analysis
Review of participation in the Reality Flow experiment (SR field) by my expert Yulia Amada @JuliaAmada
In the gazebo of the experiment, where all of Yulia's expert branch gathered with their companions and their companions, colleagues were already sharing changes from working through symptoms in the Reality Flow that Yulia had been spinning and arranging, while I couldn't quite formulate what was currently the main thing in my reality that I wanted to change.
The answer came to me after the first session of the 9th stage, like an insight, a natural continuation of where I should go, how to live further.
My expert's request to participate in the experiment was about growth as a GSR specialist, and more precisely, to live the life of a GSR specialist, to be able to open this unique opportunity for each person I meet with GSR.
I want to go there, I'm moving, but why am I not there yet, what is holding me back?
#Review
#Analysis
Review of participation in the Reality Flow experiment (SR field) by my expert Yulia Amada @JuliaAmada
In the gazebo of the experiment, where all of Yulia's expert branch gathered with their companions and their companions, colleagues were already sharing changes from working through symptoms in the Reality Flow that Yulia had been spinning and arranging, while I couldn't quite formulate what was currently the main thing in my reality that I wanted to change.
The answer came to me after the first session of the 9th stage, like an insight, a natural continuation of where I should go, how to live further.
How I freed myself from guilt and learned to enjoy myself and socializing.
I can say that my system is "programmed" by Christian roots, and it was after the birth of my child that the process of diminishing my feminine resource intensified.
It felt like I had fulfilled my function, and the chances to develop and strengthen my feminine resource were over.
Working through
Yulia's symptom
I - The end of possibilities: hopelessness, a stopping point, no more options, all chances used up.
S - I don't even try to do more than allowed by the rules.
I can say that my system is "programmed" by Christian roots, and it was after the birth of my child that the process of diminishing my feminine resource intensified.
It felt like I had fulfilled my function, and the chances to develop and strengthen my feminine resource were over.
How I freed myself from hereditary limitations and learned to create my reality.
As I grew up, the feeling of vulnerability also grew, but I excelled in my internal closure and adapted, learning to live with it, putting on a protective armor, creating a significant gap in my contact with myself; it became part of my behavior, part of my life in general.
This female flaw was the leading trigger that initiated the devaluation of myself and others, the severing of connections, exclusion, and as a consequence, creating a certain exclusivity in my world, forming a comfortable existence within myself, self-sufficiency.
The reactive manifestation of this tightness hit my body hard, creating an unhealthy neurological picture.
(In 4 years at GSR, a lot has been fixed, and the need for neurologists has decreased to a minimum.
As I grew up, the feeling of vulnerability also grew, but I excelled in my internal closure and adapted, learning to live with it, putting on a protective armor, creating a significant gap in my contact with myself; it became part of my behavior, part of my life in general.
This female flaw was the leading trigger that initiated the devaluation of myself and others, the severing of connections, exclusion, and as a consequence, creating a certain exclusivity in my world, forming a comfortable existence within myself, self-sufficiency.
How I freed myself from internal blocks and learned to enjoy life fully.
The internal "female defect" that I felt within myself since childhood has disappeared.
It grew with me; in childhood, it was simply uncomfortable, but after giving birth, I started to feel defective and closed off the path to building Male-Female relationships.
Now that path is open.
As I see it now (I will continue to observe), the distortion has paved a bridge to changes in the flow of PPK from the 9th session onward, towards a different choice of life, a quality of living not through the personal or ancestral, but further along a new flow.
The internal "female defect" that I felt within myself since childhood has disappeared.
It grew with me; in childhood, it was simply uncomfortable, but after giving birth, I started to feel defective and closed off the path to building Male-Female relationships.
How I learned to enjoy life and find joy in communicating with loved ones.
Recently, I attended a workshop with Irina @Irgekom.
At the workshop, we covered all the main areas of life: parents, children, Male-Female relationships, and money.
Before the workshop with Irina, I was dealing with the loss of my mother, but the lack of communication with her still "echoed." It still echoes now, but after fixing the symptom related to my parents, I started to focus more on my communication with my children, with my husband, and with those who are in my life now, rather than with those who are no longer there...
Before the workshop, I was looking at my relationship with my husband and realized that, in principle, it wasn't difficult for me to grow in my husband's desires; I just needed a little fixing...
Recently, I attended a workshop with Irina @Irgekom.
At the workshop, we covered all the main areas of life: parents, children, Male-Female relationships, and money.
How I transformed our relationship and learned to accept my husband's individuality.
PRO REST WITH MY HUSBAND
This area of our relationship with my husband has been complicated and highly polarized from the very beginning.
Our views and desire for rest were about "black and white," "oil and water."
I struggled for a long time trying to change something here, and to be honest, I didn't have much success.
Mostly because I didn't understand and didn't honestly see the complex and intense frustration my husband was living with for a long time.
I didn't understand where his fervent desire to rest in proud solitude—without me and the kids—was coming from.
PRO REST WITH MY HUSBAND
This area of our relationship with my husband has been complicated and highly polarized from the very beginning.
Our views and desire for rest were about "black and white," "oil and water."
I struggled for a long time trying to change something here, and to be honest, I didn't have much success.
How I discovered my true Woman and embraced my inner world.
Every discovery of my feminine side happens very tenderly for me.
And when others feel it and touch it, it brings tears and a sense of awe.
After all, this is very unusual for me.
Inside, my heart opens up even more to myself - to the Woman.
Every discovery of my feminine side happens very tenderly for me.
And when others feel it and touch it, it brings tears and a sense of awe.
How I observe the wonderful changes in people's lives through new approaches.
"Did you arrange anything 'public' yesterday, by the way?
Or maybe it's my symptom🙈) I got upset for a moment during the day, and then my mood lifted so much, it was surprising that it happened out of nowhere."
It's really cool to receive such messages from those I accompany lately👍 Because I did arrange things))) The symptoms arrived yesterday from triple meetings with those I accompany, myself, and my expert Irina Rumyantseva @Irina_RumiantsevaGSR.
I hold my breath as I observe the changes in the lives of those I accompany after the symptoms through the Flow of Life and the Flow of Reality.
Such layers are shifting that have been stagnant for a very long time.
"Did you arrange anything 'public' yesterday, by the way?
Or maybe it's my symptom🙈) I got upset for a moment during the day, and then my mood lifted so much, it was surprising that it happened out of nowhere."
It's really cool to receive such messages from those I accompany lately👍 Because I did arrange things))) The symptoms arrived yesterday from triple meetings with those I accompany, myself, and my expert Irina Rumyantseva @Irina_RumiantsevaGSR.
