How I handled my daughter’s disappointment and brought back the joy of her birthday
I do a lot of work on myself in relation to my child.
It’s really not easy for me to handle her resources, strength, and intensity.
These days, we have a wonderful relationship, and I’m becoming more and more steady in different situations, but… this hit me from somewhere I wasn’t expecting 😤
Today is my daughter’s birthday.
She’s turning 11.
I do a lot of work on myself in relation to my child.
It’s really not easy for me to handle her resources, strength, and intensity.
How I stopped being ‘convenient’ and started living differently
“Put up with it, carry the load, don't complain”: how I stopped being “convenient”
I have been in GSR for three years, and only now do I feel my childhood conditioning starting to crumble.
I was taught:
—to be patient,
—to be strong,
—not to show weakness
And that was how I lived.
I did not complain.
When my husband and I met, I was living through “male keys”—I earned the money myself, made the decisions myself, carried the load myself.
“Put up with it, carry the load, don't complain”: how I stopped being “convenient”
I have been in GSR for three years, and only now do I feel my childhood conditioning starting to crumble.
I was taught:
—to be patient,
—to be strong,
—not to show weakness
And that was how I lived.
How I changed my attitude towards men and found harmony in my family
@Ero0703
#experiment via PR @JuliaAmada
My request was focused on male-female relationships, and the symptom sounded like hatred towards men.
Recently, JuliaA unpacked the symptom via GSR, and here's what I've been observing for several days.
First of all, for the first time in a very long time, I felt like going for a walk, just walking a lot and enjoying the weather, the beauty of nature, drinking hot coffee outside.
When I went to the park on a Sunday...
@Ero0703
#experiment via PR @JuliaAmada
My request was focused on male-female relationships, and the symptom sounded like hatred towards men.
Recently, JuliaA unpacked the symptom via GSR, and here's what I've been observing for several days.
How I found inner stability and strengthened my bond with my daughter.
I wanted to share 🤗
For two years, I've been working 1M and with my expert, refining my connection with my daughter from all angles.
As soon as I heard her tears, tantrums, complaints, aggression, etc., I would instantly get "carried away" and swept off my feet...
It wasn't just bad; it felt like nails on a chalkboard...
It's terrifying to remember.
I wanted to share 🤗
For two years, I've been working 1M and with my expert, refining my connection with my daughter from all angles.
As soon as I heard her tears, tantrums, complaints, aggression, etc., I would instantly get "carried away" and swept off my feet...
How I learned to see myself and build harmonious relationships with men.
I participated in the experiment by @JuliaAmada, for which I am immensely grateful to you, Julia 🫶🏼
I hated men until I met myself.
The request was about male-female relationships.
After amplifying the symptom, which turned out to be a fundamental hatred of men, the rose-colored glasses just fell off and shattered.
I saw and felt myself for the first time as Xena, racing on a horse and beheading men.
I participated in the experiment by @JuliaAmada, for which I am immensely grateful to you, Julia 🫶🏼
I hated men until I met myself.
The request was about male-female relationships.
How I helped my daughter succeed in school and trust her intuitive answers.
About the children with Origins.
I once wrote about how my daughter, when she didn't know the answer to a question on a test (there are a lot of them in the learning process), jokingly asked, "pleaded" for an answer from above, and surprisingly received a correct answer.
And yesterday, Eva came home from school and told me that after reading a math problem with a star, the preparation for the VPR brought a number to her mind, and she just wrote it down since she didn't know the solution, and the answer turned out to be correct 😁
Overall, her studies are going smoothly, although my daughter herself says that the topics are difficult, but she is managing.
As for homework, I don't even know; she does everything independently.
About the children with Origins.
I once wrote about how my daughter, when she didn't know the answer to a question on a test (there are a lot of them in the learning process), jokingly asked, "pleaded" for an answer from above, and surprisingly received a correct answer.
How I found inner peace and confidence on my path to a new life.
When the wave of year-end reflections passed, I was able to look at my 2025 year in one breath 😁
Unlike previous years, which seemed to scream from within: "Look how great I am, how much I've accomplished, how many modules, countries, flights," this year sounds different.
It has silence, freshness, and calmness, like a clean room after cleaning.
And this silence does not negate any failures, new countries with palm trees, or the fact that I have grown financially, work as a GSR specialist, continue to complete modules, travel to Istok, and deepen my knowledge.
It's not about external demonstration, but some global changes within.
When the wave of year-end reflections passed, I was able to look at my 2025 year in one breath 😁
Unlike previous years, which seemed to scream from within: "Look how great I am, how much I've accomplished, how many modules, countries, flights," this year sounds different.
It has silence, freshness, and calmness, like a clean room after cleaning.
How I learned to value my achievements and participated in a contest that changed my approach to success.
I never participate in competitions because I feel very hurt when I'm not chosen, when I don't win...
At the end of the year, I wanted to write about last year; back then, I was a completely green practitioner and had nothing to write about, but I remember very well that flow, how everyone shared what had happened to them, how everything had changed over the year...
I was looking forward to this year's competition, and I wrote without looking back, thinking that I wouldn't be chosen, that my achievements were too few...
I wanted to document my changes for myself and declare them.
I never participate in competitions because I feel very hurt when I'm not chosen, when I don't win...
At the end of the year, I wanted to write about last year; back then, I was a completely green practitioner and had nothing to write about, but I remember very well that flow, how everyone shared what had happened to them, how everything had changed over the year...
How I learned to overcome difficulties and achieve real changes in life.
A year has passed
For me, 2025 has been a year of mastering the first module of GSR.
I bought the first module at the end of November 2024, and by the beginning of 2025, I had more or less mastered the scheme to do self-sessions.
I had a lot of illusions and strange expectations that gradually faded away or changed.
I came to GSR in a very difficult situation, and at first, I was looking for a magic pill, that very symptom that would change everything, so I could do a session and be saved.
A year has passed
For me, 2025 has been a year of mastering the first module of GSR.
I bought the first module at the end of November 2024, and by the beginning of 2025, I had more or less mastered the scheme to do self-sessions.
How I found peace in my relationship with my daughter and life after addressing deep inner issues.
Not the Shamakhan Queen 👸🏼
#Erokhina #Analysis_after_SR with Yulia.
My request was about male-female relationships.
After digesting the distortion of the symptom and catching my breath a bit...
It was impressive.
Not the Shamakhan Queen 👸🏼
#Erokhina #Analysis_after_SR with Yulia.
My request was about male-female relationships.
How I learned to see men not as a source of needs, but as living relationships.
The experiment continues.
Analysis by PR #СЧ from Julia Amada.
@JuliaAmada
I am grateful for such an opportunity to change what would be simply impossible to change outside of GSR.
Thank you 🪷
The request was to open up my feminine flow with the perspective of meeting a man to start a family.
The experiment continues.
Analysis by PR #СЧ from Julia Amada.
How I learned to harness my feminine power and discovered tenderness within myself.
The experiment continues.
Review on PR #SC from Yulia Amada.
@JuliaAmada
The request was to reveal my feminine flow with the perspective of meeting a man to start a family.
The ice has broken.
The experiment continues.
Review on PR #SC from Yulia Amada.
How I learned to direct my power and opened a new chapter in my relationship with my daughter.
And at that moment, I felt my strength very clearly, not to suppress or conquer, but to guide.
To channel it in the right direction.
And in an instant, the route changed, and Eva was released 😁
We calmly got ready, went to school, stopped by the store...
we walked and talked about our things)
And I had the feeling that a new chapter had begun in our family.
And at that moment, I felt my strength very clearly, not to suppress or conquer, but to guide.
To channel it in the right direction.
How I learned to value myself and receive support from others.
When you are truly noticed, by GSR.
❤️🔥
When I first started practicing module 1, it was very important for me to collect likes from Dmitry Ustinov, like in a game where you collect eggs in a basket))) And during the process of working on myself in this direction, I noticed how I would start writing a post, and my desire to share results would ignite on the energy of waiting for that coveted heart.
When I received it, I felt joy; the goal was achieved.
When I didn’t, I would get really upset and go to unpack my state.
When you are truly noticed, by GSR.
❤️🔥
When I first started practicing module 1, it was very important for me to collect likes from Dmitry Ustinov, like in a game where you collect eggs in a basket))) And during the process of working on myself in this direction, I noticed how I would start writing a post, and my desire to share results would ignite on the energy of waiting for that coveted heart.
How I learned to be a woman and a mother, filling life with love and harmony.
How the feminine comes to life 🌱
Just a year and a half ago, my contact with my child was at a very excited, nervous level, filled with screams and tantrums; I would get worked up at the slightest provocation.
As I began to heal… very gradually, drop by drop, everything started to change.
With each passing moment, I reacted less aggressively to my child's tears and whims, which used to sound to me like nails on a chalkboard—it's terrifying to remember.
My reactions became calmer, without jumping straight into the fray, without a fight to the death that left me emotionally exhausted.
How the feminine comes to life 🌱
Just a year and a half ago, my contact with my child was at a very excited, nervous level, filled with screams and tantrums; I would get worked up at the slightest provocation.
As I began to heal… very gradually, drop by drop, everything started to change.
