How I Restored My Energy and Learned to Live for Myself.
Translation:
Withdrawal from the 1+ flow or "Not for myself, but for somewhere else." After missing the payment date, even though the reason seemed logical and understandable to my mind (I made two payments in April, and my consciousness "remembered" that the task was completed), I had a background feeling that I had clearly diverted the process somewhere, and there was some "dead" reason inside me for that.
I sensed this energy within myself, mixed with feelings of exclusion and a "desire to give up everything" stemming from a general fatigue and heaviness, but I couldn't consciously grasp the essence of the process.
My consciousness only noticed the consequences in the form of states, but not the cause.
We analyzed and turned this process over with Liliya Aliakberova.
I sensed this energy within myself, mixed with feelings of exclusion and a "desire to give up everything" stemming from a general fatigue and heaviness, but I couldn't consciously grasp the essence of the process.
My consciousness only noticed the consequences in the form of states, but not the cause.
We analyzed and turned this process over with Liliya Aliakberova.
Translation:
Withdrawal from the 1+ flow or "Not for myself, but for somewhere else." After missing the payment date, even though the reason seemed logical and understandable to my mind (I made two payments in April, and my consciousness "remembered" that the task was completed), I had a background feeling that I had clearly diverted the process somewhere, and there was some "dead" reason inside me for that.
I sensed this energy within myself, mixed with feelings of exclusion and a "desire to give up everything" stemming from a general fatigue and heaviness, but I couldn't consciously grasp the essence of the process.
I sensed this energy within myself, mixed with feelings of exclusion and a "desire to give up everything" stemming from a general fatigue and heaviness, but I couldn't consciously grasp the essence of the process.