How I realized that weakness doesn't mean losing confidence
It suddenly dawned on me why I resist weakness.
Well, not exactly suddenly
A few sessions on what's difficult right now, plus a rank session, and voilà
In my mind, they were fused together—weakness equals a loss of confidence.
But these are perceptual settings that are fundamentally unrelated.
As soon as these two states separated in my mind, my resistance to weakness immediately disappeared.
It suddenly dawned on me why I resist weakness.
Well, not exactly suddenly
A few sessions on what's difficult right now, plus a rank session, and voilà
In my mind, they were fused together—weakness equals a loss of confidence.
How I learned to find the right moments and turn surprises into desired results
What the result of an irrational request looks like
On Friday, Madina @madina2204 and I worked through the symptom "expectations of the future"
This symptom is about a resource I have: maneuvering through flows.
That is, being in the right place at the right time.
For me, this is a feeling of freedom to move through life, when you move and act easily in reality without expectations, relying on your intuition about which step to take, where, and when, to achieve the desired result.
And here is what the result of working through this energy looked like.
What the result of an irrational request looks like
On Friday, Madina @madina2204 and I worked through the symptom "expectations of the future"
This symptom is about a resource I have: maneuvering through flows.
That is, being in the right place at the right time.
How I overcame fear and learned to live in contact with reality
Life is the ability of consciousness to withstand the entropy of external reality
This flow of information started coming into my flow of thoughts after my latest session on a difficult state—the desire to remove myself from the world of the living because of my own barrenness.
Barrenness as the inability to turn the resources of time and life energy into tangible social outcomes: a family, children, business ideas, and so on.
After I used a session to remove the pain and tension from feeling unable to fulfill my potential, my consciousness began expanding toward more stable contact with external reality.
I wanted to record this transformation of consciousness.
Life is the ability of consciousness to withstand the entropy of external reality
This flow of information started coming into my flow of thoughts after my latest session on a difficult state—the desire to remove myself from the world of the living because of my own barrenness.
Barrenness as the inability to turn the resources of time and life energy into tangible social outcomes: a family, children, business ideas, and so on.
How I realized that money is also matter, and how this changed my attitude toward it
Applied the exercise from the first GSR session on the focus 'difficult with money'
And here is what immediately unfolded my consciousness
I left home to go to a meeting, stood at the bus stop and looked for headphones in my pockets.
I didn't find them.
I stood at the crossroads for a minute, quickly thinking about running back home for the headphones, but I might not make it in time for the shuttle bus and be late for the meeting.
Or not to rush.
Applied the exercise from the first GSR session on the focus 'difficult with money'
And here is what immediately unfolded my consciousness
I left home to go to a meeting, stood at the bus stop and looked for headphones in my pockets.
I didn't find them.
How I overcame barriers and returned to life by addressing deep symptoms.
It's been a month since my self-sessions broke down, and today I found the reason.
Since July, I started working regularly with my expert in GSR, just like I did before I confidently stepped into self-sessions.
The symptoms addressed with the expert caused me agonizing irritation, as they felt ineffective.
Yes, they alleviated the acute pain, but they didn't promote progress.
It's been a month since my self-sessions broke down, and today I found the reason.
Since July, I started working regularly with my expert in GSR, just like I did before I confidently stepped into self-sessions.
How I found the source of happiness and energy for life.
How did my IJI go?
Imagine that you have immersed yourself for 5 days in an endless source of happiness.
This is it.
You won't encounter such a level of purity of this energy just by living a human life.
How did my IJI go?
Imagine that you have immersed yourself for 5 days in an endless source of happiness.
How to learn to manage your states and maximize the benefits of invested resources.
I unloaded my emotions about IJI, let's get to the specifics.
For me, IJI took the first place in value and importance after the first module, and they are an invaluable contribution to the quality of life.
After the IJIs, I did a ranking in SR and SC, and I think it enhanced my understanding of the essence of IJI.
Yesterday, I saw (realized, felt) the difference in the distribution of energy from the arranged symptoms with PPK and my symptoms related to the current situation.
I unloaded my emotions about IJI, let's get to the specifics.
For me, IJI took the first place in value and importance after the first module, and they are an invaluable contribution to the quality of life.
How I learned to instantly adapt to new energies and feel harmony anywhere.
The symptom from the last session - "GSR - relaxation"
At the moment of unpacking the symptom, I didn't quite understand what changes it would lead to, but after unpacking, there was clearly more relaxation in the moment.
Yesterday, I unpacked the symptom "I don't manage my resource" from my expert regarding the current process in my life, right after which I felt how my navigation system and perception filters changed.
A comparison came to mind.
Before the session, I wore bifocal glasses and managed to switch my focus somewhat, getting tired, fatigued, missing a lot, and I could easily not notice a wall in my path and crash into it.
The symptom from the last session - "GSR - relaxation"
At the moment of unpacking the symptom, I didn't quite understand what changes it would lead to, but after unpacking, there was clearly more relaxation in the moment.
Yesterday, I unpacked the symptom "I don't manage my resource" from my expert regarding the current process in my life, right after which I felt how my navigation system and perception filters changed.
How I gained confidence in my worth and learned to attract others' interest.
I finished the 8th approach to DoY.
At the exit, I feel a formed core of personality, like the core of a planet, creating a gravitational force.
That is, the system switches to the mode of gathering an ecosystem around itself.
If I translate this to my everyday material life, my self-identification has changed from a meaningless and useless unit of life, assembled from crap and sticks, to a living system that is a source of life.
I finished the 8th approach to DoY.
At the exit, I feel a formed core of personality, like the core of a planet, creating a gravitational force.
How I restored my life energy and emerged from the dark corner of the unconscious.
Yesterday, Dmitry wrote that in the flow of GSR, there is a process of restoring life.
Indeed, it is so.
After a couple of sessions on the symptoms from Before-You, I was able to honestly look at a difficult place with my expert, around which I have been circling for a long time.
The symptoms of "I want to die" and "my bottom."
The energy in them is about my stubborn desire to find the key to breaking the barrier of instincts, to exit the body and end my life.
Yesterday, Dmitry wrote that in the flow of GSR, there is a process of restoring life.
Indeed, it is so.
How I started transforming my life by combining unique self-development techniques.
The feeling when your dreams come true in reality, and you’re not the one making them happen, but you witness how your desire unfolds in the environment where you live - this feeling is like magical magic.
Last year, after connecting at the pyramid in Egypt, I strolled along the pyramid in my free time and enjoyed the new sensation of myself as a stable receiver of informational waves, and suddenly I caught a wave of thoughts - GSR and Access consciousness will unite.
From these thoughts, joy began to blossom.
Because these are two techniques for working with the subconscious that I actively and deeply engage with, and for some time now, I’ve had a desire to unite GSR practitioners and Access practitioners and observe what new processes of development and movement of consciousness this could bring.
The feeling when your dreams come true in reality, and you’re not the one making them happen, but you witness how your desire unfolds in the environment where you live - this feeling is like magical magic.
Last year, after connecting at the pyramid in Egypt, I strolled along the pyramid in my free time and enjoyed the new sensation of myself as a stable receiver of informational waves, and suddenly I caught a wave of thoughts - GSR and Access consciousness will unite.
How I freed myself from years of war with my mother and learned to thank her.
Amazing long-awaited result
The symptom, twisted by the flow of reality regarding the sale of the family home, from Olga Trachenko, and the symptoms at the barrier to revival from my expert Olga de Benoit brought me a turning point in life.
I finally unpacked a very painful layer of my psyche, where my mother was perceived as a deadly enemy.
I have had a grievance against her my whole life, wondering why she couldn't control herself and instead unleashed her uncontrollable rage on my brother and me.
The realization from the unpacked symptoms showed that what we experienced from the entire range of her rage was actually the result of her holding back.
Amazing long-awaited result
The symptom, twisted by the flow of reality regarding the sale of the family home, from Olga Trachenko, and the symptoms at the barrier to revival from my expert Olga de Benoit brought me a turning point in life.
I finally unpacked a very painful layer of my psyche, where my mother was perceived as a deadly enemy.
